I was analyzing, over analyzing, thinking, re-thinking, over thinking, interpreting, over interpreting and misinterpreting a situation. Cursing someone in mind, cursing my fate in mind and was also vocal about it. Yes I did all of that..

…and then suddenly …frantically…hysterically and wildly searching and invading something into my bag, as if it will cure all my problems….. Felt difficulty in breathing at a point in time..as if I am a drug addict….

I somewhat felt the sting the drug addicts might have been going through…Fierce urge to have something…uncontrollable emotions…about to burst into tears….

Where is that piece of chocolate? Ahh…what a relief…And yes, it actually healed me…calmed me down…soothed me to the core-..and the soul is now satisfied…(on a much lighter note)

Bewildered

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